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Friday, October 16, 2009
words that don't come out
There are so many things I want to say to you, but once you're standing in front of me, I lose it.
I'm just going to write them down.
I like you. I'm not sure why, I think it might be because behind all our jokes and stuff you can be a really neat guy, you're smart and funny and I know you care about me a little. Or at least I hope so! I don't mean to stress you out or anything, I don't know myself what I want, but all I know is that something happened, and as much as I'd like to treat you like any other guy in the base, I can't because it already happened, and we act like nothing happened and we never talk about it. I'm not saying I know what will happen next, you might be confused, hell, I'm confused myself. But I need to know if we're going with the flow or if it meant nothing and we move on. I can't just do this once in a while with you it's not appropriate I see you everyday, we're in the same base, if we weren't I wouldn't take it so seriously but it bothers me a little because I wouldn't do it if I thought it was a one night thing it just isn't appropriate.
That's it.
Posted at 03:10 am by Our-Eternity
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"Where have you been?" She asked.
"Everywhere and nowhere." I replied.
"But you were with me every moment."
Name: Hm, let's see. I most likely won't give you my real name, so just call me Stella. Yeah, that's an ass-kicking name! (:
Age: Soon to be a legal drinker!
I love: Reading, writing, drawing, watching movies, music.
I hate: the fact that it's hard to find decent people in this world. I also hate the smell of Hindi food, too bad it tastes good!
Currently: trying to figure out what life means? Yeah.
Movies: Pride & Prejudice, The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants, Juno, the Other Boleyn Girl, Eurotrip, Atonement, Wedding Crashers, High Fidelity and much more that I'm too lazy to think of.
TV Programs: Seinfeld, Friends, That 70's Show, According to Jim, Everybody Loves Raymond, Gilmore Girls, One Tree Hill, The O.C, Simpsons, Family Guy etc.
Books & Authors: Time Traveler's Wife, Little Women, Romeo & Juliet, The Other Boleyn Girl, Jane Austen, Nick Hornby, Vonnegut, again, a lot of others I'm too lazy to think of!
Music: Coldplay, the Clash, Missy Higgins, Rolling Stones, White Stripes, Susie Suh, Tristan Prettyman, Zeppelin, ok let's stop pumpkins, I could go on forever.
Colors: Mhmm. I hate that one, haha. Okay let's go with my childhood color, I like blue. I also like orange and yellow for an unknown reason. Red and Purple are nice. Also green. Okay, bye.
Food:Haha, I looooove food. Donuts, cupcakes, ice cream, Doritos, Peanut butter cups, chocolate, Pringles...! And onto serious food - I like Chinese, Italian, Mexican, Moroccan and Thai. I also like fruits. Strawberries, watermelon, bananas (it always reminds me of cheerleaders, let's go bananas! Not.)
Drinks:Coffeeeeeeeeee. Tea's nice too. Vanilla milkshake, frappucinos, orange juice.
Actors:Jude Law (yum), Scarlett Johansson, Collin Firth, Heath Ledger :(, Ashton Kutcher (yum 2), Jennifer Aniston, Amanda Peet etc!
Boowie!
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah they were all yellow,
I came along
I wrote a song for you
And all the things you do
And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn
Oh all the things I've done
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know you know I love you so
You know I love you so
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh all the things you do
Cause you were all yellow
I drew a line
I drew a line for you
Oh what a thing to do
And it was all yellow
Your skin
Oh yeah your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
D'you know for you i bleed myself dry
For you i bleed myself dry
Its true look how they shine for you
look at the stars look how they shine for you
Would you like some coffee?
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worth while.
So when you are lonely, remember it's true
Somebody somewhere is thinking of you.
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