I'm just going to write them down.
I like you. I'm not sure why, I think it might be because behind all our jokes and stuff you can be a really neat guy, you're smart and funny and I know you care about me a little. Or at least I hope so! I don't mean to stress you out or anything, I don't know myself what I want, but all I know is that something happened, and as much as I'd like to treat you like any other guy in the base, I can't because it already happened, and we act like nothing happened and we never talk about it. I'm not saying I know what will happen next, you might be confused, hell, I'm confused myself. But I need to know if we're going with the flow or if it meant nothing and we move on. I can't just do this once in a while with you it's not appropriate I see you everyday, we're in the same base, if we weren't I wouldn't take it so seriously but it bothers me a little because I wouldn't do it if I thought it was a one night thing it just isn't appropriate.
That's it.